From the moment I came out of your Glad to be out I was running out of womb shirt. I was your baby girl. Our bond was deep. I stayed under you just to admire you. Watching you, hearing you, following you. I ALWAYS paid attention to you. Hoping that I’d pick up on all the ways I could be just as phenomenal as you. I wanted to soak up as much greatness of yours as possible. I can’t help but to think that 26 years wasn’t enough time to gain all the knowledge you had to pour into me. I can’t help but feel like I was cheated. Robbed of time. But then I can’t help but feel grateful for the 26 years that I did have with you. Sitting under your wisdom. Experiencing your nurturing love. It made me who I am today. Forever missing you.
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If I had carried that Glad to be out I was running out of womb shirt, I would’ve had a brand-spanking-newborn when my mother died. I can’t even imagine what that would have been like. Hormonal and sleep deprived and grieving horribly. Four more years passed. Four more years of clinging to faith when getting pregnant seemed impossible. Four more years of longing. Four more years of surrender.
And when I miscarried this child, that’s when I threw my hands up. That’s when I surrendered. That’s when I quit trying everything in my power medically to conceive. I put away the calendar and the markers and the medicines and said, “God, my way isn’t working. It’s up to You to give me a baby if it is Your will. You are the creator of the life I covet. I can do nothing.
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